i fell asleep at 9/10 last night with the TV on some shitty reality show. i briefly woke up at 3 then 6 but didn't really wake up til 2. from 11 to 2 i had that restless sleep where you don't want to get out of bed but you're only half sleeping. i had some weird dream during the night, possibly about a boy that doesn't exist with some odd romantic undertones. it mostly made me uneasy.
when i finally got out of bed i had this weird flank pain and ab pain like i've been working out but obviously i haven't done so. i also had a headache which i thought was from caffeine withdrawal but coffee didn't help. i still have body pain and a headache. i took a long walk which was nice now that the weather is so lovely. along the way, i found some immigrant enclaves to hide out in in the future.
then i came back to my apt and had this intense feeling of hawk fear. now i'm struggling to study. life is not bad per se but i have this funny feeling.
