they really should have taught me this shit like a year ago. oh wait...
also, i am no longer just losing my mind but also physical stuff. in the last month i have lost my pager (resurfaced), my watch (sadly probably gone for good), various papers, dozens of pencils & pens, abandoned books all over the hospital only to retrieve them hours later, and today, left five dollars at the supermarket.
i can't seem to keep track of anything anymore. it actually goes above and beyond my usual forgetfulness. this is the part where i remind myself, for the love of god, if nothing else, please REMEMBER TO SIGN UP FOR YOUR STEP EXAMS BEFORE YOU GO TO NEW ORLEANS. i need to get out of med school as fast as possible even if residency is worse. all this idling around and pseudo-responsibility is driving me crazy. i wish i had become a food chemist.
on the bright side, i am soooooooo looking forward to spring break.
